:) Im ot-ing in the office and taking a short break right now :)
not feeling exactly happy. ( not because of OT). just feeling insignificant, unappreciated, disposable. in all aspects. I want to feel important :(
Sometimes i will stop what i am doing and suddenly feel like giving up everything. I have my whole like to slog and work. Why NOW?! I could still be studying . still be doing things i like. working part time and most importantly, staying happy.
Everyday I wake up and start to think of what job to complete which section undone ,what are my outstandings. I could really put them all aside and go out to play and all, but at the end of the day I still have to face them. I know all kinds of work also have their stress, their shit. but am I shouldering too much shit.
The other day xping called and ask me those 心里测验.
Imagine a glass, is it filled with water ? if yes ,how full?
Mine is almost empty. This pretty much describes my life.
